The Bag Means Your Mind

A delightful mix of insightful comments and ignorant assumptions about screenwriting... and such.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Finished

I had almost forgotten how good it felt. I printed out the script on the whitest 3-hole I could find, using the blackest ink (black as midnight, black as pitch, blacker than the foulest witch). I used sturdy card stock for the cover and broke out the brads (two brass number 5s of course). The edges were smooth and true and the binding was tight.

Then I held it for the first time.

This is a big deal for anyone who has completed a screenplay. The finished product*. The tangible result of long, toiling hours. I look at it, and marvel at the contrast between the ink and the paper. It looked professional, not like some gray-ish draft print on murky paper. My baby finally had a form and a page count:

117.

It feels right, and for that moment it's the most perfect script in the world. Development Execs will clamor for it. The studios will bid like their bottom line depended on it. And I will ride to the Academy Awards in my Lamborghini.

It is just a feeling, a moment in time. Now Nicholl has it, and so will Austin in short order. Pretty soon the creative engine will sputter and start, and a new project will launch. My confidence will fade and I'll wonder why I do this screenwriting thing as I flounder at story creation invariably crashing to a point where I question my ability to tell noun from verb.

But in my mind I know that someday I will print it out. I will bind it. I will see it, and I will be proud.



*It's not finished till it's shot and edited. And even then . . .

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10 Comments:

  • At 12:29 AM, Blogger Patrick J. Rodio said…

    I've been busy falling asleep at night, drooling all over my keyboard, but I will read this sucker ASAP.

     
  • At 9:47 AM, Blogger annabel said…

    Congratulations! And best luck with the Nicholl and Austin!

     
  • At 12:12 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    hey....how r you.?your blog is very nice..i like your writing..
    my name Ahmed from Egypt 21 year..director @ screenplay....i hope to be friend..its my email
    shanofa2002@hotmail.com
    i will be happy if we talking

     
  • At 4:37 PM, Blogger MaryAn Batchellor said…

    Good luck with the Nicholl! I understand your victory! Did a dance myself and my baby came in at (drum roll) 112 pages.

    Did you email the Egyptian director? Pfft.

     
  • At 11:52 AM, Blogger Thomas Crymes said…

    He's the nicest spam-personality around.

     
  • At 12:41 AM, Blogger Patrick J. Rodio said…

    Be me happy talking you with. That's like Yoda on crank.

    Tom - Post more!

     
  • At 8:19 PM, Blogger Julie O. said…

    Congrats, Tom!

    See you in Austin?

     
  • At 8:38 AM, Blogger Thomas Crymes said…

    Oh, I'll be at Austin.

     
  • At 7:20 PM, Blogger Mystery Man said…

    Congratulations, man! I'm excited for you!

    -MM

     
  • At 12:50 AM, Blogger Patrick J. Rodio said…

    I tagged you, beeyotch.

     

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